He thought it was not cheating on his wife if another guy sucked him. He loved getting blow jobs and started looking for guys to service him. His sex life with his wife had fizzled long ago and he was looking for some action.

Once I made contact with the guy, he told me that he was married too. I must have looked at that ad for three months before I got enough courage to respond. To make a long story short, I found a personal ad from a straight guy who was looking for men who would suck his dick.

For some unknown reason, I began having these thoughts and fantasies about what it would be like to suck a guy's cock.Īfter many months of thinking of this fantasy while masturbating, I began looking at gay web sites and on-lines personals involving men. I am a married, middle-aged man that has never had any sexual experiences with men before.